Yeah, you're all right. The depression of going from one a trip at the cap to crap was to much and when he boat stopped with he crap from my new work I was totally defalted. But now I know the corprate truth - it's not in my job descrtiption ask Johnson he should know.
But the LIGHT I found on the river and in he pages of K. Kesey (or in a book about Kesey and the Dead by T. Wolfe)... look at the Fraser Lower Main Land.
have fun, Jason